i will be tweeting whilst i am away on my little road trip...so keep your peepers there because i will send pics as well (no, not of me)...let's see how many of you can figure out the path i am traveling this week!...good luck...wish i could think of some good prizes for those who guess well!
cg
Friday, June 19, 2009
Saturday, June 13, 2009
what if?
have you ever had those moments of "what if"...not regret...because to regret something is to wish you had done it differently...i dont necessarily wish that..i just wonder at the probabilities more than anything...in a mathematical sense ...if that makes sense, even...
as i prepare for this time away, i have been cleaning things out (i dont like leaving with things not in order) and i found them...a stack of cds...with his handwriting on them...we were so innocent...young and naive...he was so fragile...he brought out something soft and gentle in me...he never pushed or became angry...there was an eagerness to please me inside of him and he was never afraid or ashamed to show it...
i listen to the songs he chose for me to listen to...he was an avid musician (drummer) and he shared that world with me...the songs i hear...will always remind me of him...
do i love him still?...i love what once was...i love what i became in that time...and i ponder the reasons why i have not been as such since...
what if things had gone differently and i had let it happen...but...things happen for a reason...or not...i remember, though, that he took up so much of my energy...he had experienced drug use and alcohol abuse and it had taken a serious toll on him...his parents had little expectations of him except that he live comfortably...a comfort they willingly provided...and would have extended to me...except that it wasnt right...
dont misunderstand me..i am not pining over a lost love...i am remembering an old friend...because we were friends first...
cg
as i prepare for this time away, i have been cleaning things out (i dont like leaving with things not in order) and i found them...a stack of cds...with his handwriting on them...we were so innocent...young and naive...he was so fragile...he brought out something soft and gentle in me...he never pushed or became angry...there was an eagerness to please me inside of him and he was never afraid or ashamed to show it...
i listen to the songs he chose for me to listen to...he was an avid musician (drummer) and he shared that world with me...the songs i hear...will always remind me of him...
do i love him still?...i love what once was...i love what i became in that time...and i ponder the reasons why i have not been as such since...
what if things had gone differently and i had let it happen...but...things happen for a reason...or not...i remember, though, that he took up so much of my energy...he had experienced drug use and alcohol abuse and it had taken a serious toll on him...his parents had little expectations of him except that he live comfortably...a comfort they willingly provided...and would have extended to me...except that it wasnt right...
dont misunderstand me..i am not pining over a lost love...i am remembering an old friend...because we were friends first...
cg
Thursday, June 4, 2009
twittering is like...
getting fucked over and over...only your pussy never says "ENOUGH!!"...
i just had to post some tweets so you can see why i havent been blogging lately as much...
it's like a having a great big conversation using lots of post it notes all over the place so that people can see what you are saying and stalk the person you are saying it to...
IsabellaSnowWhy do so many men state how many kids they have in their Twitter bio? And why are so many women willing to have 6 or 7 kids?!?!?
Ryleigh_Thorne@isabellasnow at 6 or 7 kids, you are a new classification of mother.. called sheep herder
IsabellaSnowSomeone has just found my blog by googling *dildo made of snow* Am thinking you'd have to be quick if you wanted to O with one of those...
avidcuriosity@IsabellaSnow dildo made of snow...like a dick-sicle??
avidcuriosity@Ryleigh_Thorne hell, why close your fucking legs...leave'em open and lubed so you can spit'em out faster..baby rocket launcher!
Ryleigh_Thorne@avidcuriosity It's all fun and games until someone loses an eye from a projectile silver bullet! Eye protection.. be prepared
Ryleigh_Thorne@avidcuriosity.. ohhh were you talking about babies? I was thinking sex toys... imagine that
Ryleigh_ThorneThinking about projectile sex toys now... wonder what a suicide bomber would do if you threw a dildo at him
avidcuriosity@Ryleigh_Thorne he'd say..."i'm cumming! i'm cumming!"
avidcuriosityprojectile sex toys ...the latest in extreme fetishes..dont forget to do your kegels!
Ryleigh_Thorne@avidcuriosity.. i thought he'd be saying.. "i'm blowing! I'm blowing!"
Ryleigh_ThorneProjectile sex toys.. perhaps a new Olympic sport?
avidcuriosity@Ryleigh_Thorne lmao...this conversation is in serious need of a drink or two...
Ryleigh_Thorne@avidcuriosity... a drink..coochie pop? or cum honey?
avidcuriosity@Ryleigh_Thorne a jizz spritzer...or perhaps some pussy punch
Ryleigh_ThorneNote to self.... need to create an alcoholic beverage that tastes like pussy.
isnt sad when i use my tweets to form a blog post??...in other news, i will be out of town in a couple of weeks for a about a week and a half...i wont be blogging, but i will be tweeting!...i'll let ya know when i'll be gone so you can check out the tweets...
curse you, comfy, for turning me to the dark side of twitter...*runs away sobbing*...i am weak! so weak!
cg
i just had to post some tweets so you can see why i havent been blogging lately as much...
it's like a having a great big conversation using lots of post it notes all over the place so that people can see what you are saying and stalk the person you are saying it to...
IsabellaSnowWhy do so many men state how many kids they have in their Twitter bio? And why are so many women willing to have 6 or 7 kids?!?!?
Ryleigh_Thorne@isabellasnow at 6 or 7 kids, you are a new classification of mother.. called sheep herder
IsabellaSnowSomeone has just found my blog by googling *dildo made of snow* Am thinking you'd have to be quick if you wanted to O with one of those...
avidcuriosity@IsabellaSnow dildo made of snow...like a dick-sicle??
avidcuriosity@Ryleigh_Thorne hell, why close your fucking legs...leave'em open and lubed so you can spit'em out faster..baby rocket launcher!
Ryleigh_Thorne@avidcuriosity It's all fun and games until someone loses an eye from a projectile silver bullet! Eye protection.. be prepared
Ryleigh_Thorne@avidcuriosity.. ohhh were you talking about babies? I was thinking sex toys... imagine that
Ryleigh_ThorneThinking about projectile sex toys now... wonder what a suicide bomber would do if you threw a dildo at him
avidcuriosity@Ryleigh_Thorne he'd say..."i'm cumming! i'm cumming!"
avidcuriosityprojectile sex toys ...the latest in extreme fetishes..dont forget to do your kegels!
Ryleigh_Thorne@avidcuriosity.. i thought he'd be saying.. "i'm blowing! I'm blowing!"
Ryleigh_ThorneProjectile sex toys.. perhaps a new Olympic sport?
avidcuriosity@Ryleigh_Thorne lmao...this conversation is in serious need of a drink or two...
Ryleigh_Thorne@avidcuriosity... a drink..coochie pop? or cum honey?
avidcuriosity@Ryleigh_Thorne a jizz spritzer...or perhaps some pussy punch
Ryleigh_ThorneNote to self.... need to create an alcoholic beverage that tastes like pussy.
isnt sad when i use my tweets to form a blog post??...in other news, i will be out of town in a couple of weeks for a about a week and a half...i wont be blogging, but i will be tweeting!...i'll let ya know when i'll be gone so you can check out the tweets...
curse you, comfy, for turning me to the dark side of twitter...*runs away sobbing*...i am weak! so weak!
cg
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