middle of the night horniness

i am in the wondrous state of arousal...i dont want that quick orgasm...i want that slow build up of arousal...no need to hurry, no need to rush...slow, deliberate...can you feel it?

cg

VULVA

okay...so here i am, *innocently* reading marcello's blog and he has a little clip he found that advertises something called VULVA...so curious girl that i am...i go to the friggin website which sells VULVA...wow...go check it out...it is very tastefully done...

basically, it is a vial of stuff that supposedly smells like a woman's vagina...it is not a perfume, just a scent for erotic fantasies, fetishes, etc...and i am seriously curious to check out how this stuff smells...it sounds strange, but i wonder what it smells like...just when you think you've heard it all!...it runs about 25 euros (about 40 US bucks, i think)...

thanks to marcello for feeding my curiosities!

cg

all better now...relatively

lots of work and lurking illness have kept me away...oh, but i am so excited to read all the posts you guys have left on your blogs!...

in other news...talked to boston again...he "skims" around my blog evidently...sounds like a pesky fly to me...he has an actual "man cave"...seriously...his basement is turned into this shrine for all things "guy"...does that really turn you guys on?...having your own space with all things entertaining to you?...actually, his set up is pretty cool...

there is a new musician in my sights...but...something just isnt right...when a guy tells me that i have an "energy blockage" and for goodnight i get a "may you have a peace-filled rest"...

eh...very very nice, smart, yadda yadda....but...anyhow...

soldier boy is calling...i am avoiding him...after our last interaction, i think it's best if we just take space...i tried to tell him that last time we spoke, but he wasnt listening....he still has wedding bells ringing in his skull..

off to tickle my clit...

cg

best cold fix

i have received several home remedies for this stupid cold...but the best one (that, ironically i did not receive lol) was a good old-fashioned orgasm...granted, it didnt occur to me until i had just woken up saturday morning...an hour and several orgasms later...i was feeling great! lol...still congested, but it helped a lot and gave me a nice shot of endorphins to get me going!

so...doctor cg says this: to help with your next cold...nasal saline wash and regular sexual activity followed by steamy shower and massage (i had a friend give me a massage with these tingly oils and that felt great as well)

cg

then

candy apples,
cotton candy,
roller coaster rides -
sweet memories of
then.

heavy quilts,
summer walks
in that small town -
things i remember
then.

ice cream trucks,
wading pools
in the backyard -
childhood joys now and
then.

late night giggles,
pretend play,
roly poly finds
things i used to do
then.

running under tables
during weddings
and dances
girls just at play
then.

salty air,
sea gulls calling,
waves rolling,
things i loved
then.

cg

bleh

who the frick gets a cold in the middle of may??...me...i cant hear, cant smell, cant taste, cant breathe...having a cold is utterly boring...being sick is nowhere near being sexy...and i am such an attention whore when i dont feel well...everything makes me cry...bleh...friggin head hurts too...

cg

are you british in bed?

take this fun quiz i found at edge of vanilla called "are you british in bed?"...i'm swedish it says lol...go on, take it...i would LOVE to know what sexual nationality you guys are!

cg

secret garden

everyone so much enjoyed my last vist to the nursery that it got me thinking...i used to go wandering around this very large public park...lots of trees and little trails...and i remember taking a picnic lunch and some books so i could read/write outside...

i actually fell asleep...but when i woke up i was in a daze of sorts...i had been dreaming...a rather lovely dream...of being asleep in a park and being awakened through arousal, rather like the anne rice "beauty" trilogy (if you have never read them, you should try them...i remember reading them when i was in high school years ago)...in a half-dazed, half-aroused state i could hear myself moaning...i lay there on my blankets with one hand rubbing myself through my shorts...so very sensitive and aroused...

i opened my eyes and looked up at the trees that stretched out, seeming to reach out to one another in an elegant, ancient embrace...time meant nothing to me...i felt the shelter of nature all around me...the soft buzzing of insects...the twirling leaves that floated down from arched branches...i reached down inside my shorts and felt the wetness through my panties...

i didnt even look around...it didnt occur to me that anyone would be around...it was a long, slow exploration of my soft, wet folds...i wasnt completely shaved at the time and i enjoyed tickling the short, soft hairs that surrounded my pussy...i have always loved that my pussy hair is so very soft...not coarse and curly...so soft that i have had men comment on the softness...

my fingers were covered in my juices...i could feel it leaking down between my ass cheeks...my clit felt like a firm, velvety button...when i came, my entire body shifted and tightened...without fixing my clothes, i rolled over onto my side and fell asleep...the smell my pussy still on my fingers...

it was one of the most beautiful days...

cg

boston and a trip to the nursery

okay, boston, you know who you are, you lurker...you fell asleep on me...tsk tsk...just when things were getting a little steamy...

so, today i went to my local nursery and was greeted by the sexiest beast ever...all those missing teeth...but the plants there were fabulous...they really take such good care of all those plants...every one of them looked healthy...my normal hormonal fluctuations cause me to become quite horny at odd times...and the full breeze, cool temp, and warm sun...nature and sexy thoughts at its finest...

an older couple and an older gentleman were the only other customers at that early hour...they were being helped by Gums and the other two workers...so i wound my way to the back where there are tons of trees and tents housing their plants that they work on...i was getting more and more aroused...knowing that there were people far in the front...yet i also knew i could be back in this area for a long time before anyone knew i was here...

my fingers quickly undid my jeans and as my hand slid down between my legs i immediately felt that rush of wetness...i had to taste....i sucked the juices off my fingers before inserting them again...

this wasnt about a slow, teasing orgasm...i was fucking horny as hell...i needed a fast, hard release...all i could hear were the rustle of the leaves overhead and the birds around me...faster and faster my fingers worked until i came in such a torrent that i fell back against the trunk of the tree...

my sense of smell was so vivid at that point...i could smell so many things all at once...the wet earth beneath my feet...the roses, gardenias, and the heady scent of the magnolia blossoms all around me mingled with my own scent...

i fixed myself up and wandered around through the nursery, feeling alive and ready for the day...

cg

water song

i heard the water tinkling softly that day in the woods…like a siren it called to me, singing and sighing in my veins…weaving through the trees, i finally found the voice that whispered softly…clear cool water, rushing by…filling my ears, my senses…oh how i laughed!...i felt giddy with joy at the loveliness of this moment…my fingers captured that innocence and i reveled as drops fell from my hands…

the sun sparkled in and out through the leaf and blossom covered branches...my cheeks were kissed by its golden warmth…my feet tickled by the simple stream…i don’t know how long i splashed in abandon that day…

beneath my feet, sitting quietly and unmoving, smooth pebbles lined the stream’s floor…smooth slippery rocks…and i fell without warning…time seemed so still and heavy during that fall…i reached out to the heavy branches that seemed to pull away slowly…my voice fell up on the silent ears of the wooden realm…

it hurt…that fall…rocks with jagged edges piercing my flesh with ease…how could i not see the fall that was to come?....why did my eyes not hold fast to the stoic trees?...why did the fall have to hurt so much?...

why did the water still feel so cool as it licked my fresh wounds…

cg

the beautiful kind contest

attention all ye perverted minds everywhere...the lord and ladies of the beautiful kind have posted a contest on a terribly kinky act for the the beau kind and the belle kind to do to TBK...i know there are some deliciously salacious minds out there in bloggerland...think you are up to the task?...

cg

just fuck me already

dont sing me simple songs dripping in sugary drivel...dont trace tickly paths down my arms or breath heavily into my ear and think that it's making me wet...the wetness is there with or without you...i'm waiting....

cg

it's over!!

and the creature emerges from her shell...the semester is over people...six classes are tucked away for good!...

however...in my time of hibernation i was able to hunt down some good new (new to me) music...so while i get my ass in gear and get to a couple of posts that i have been working on i thought i would send a shout out to the peeps who have seen neither hide nor hair of this curious girl...and...a few links to my new favorite music...enjoy!!


melody gardot is a fabulous singer...under 25 and she sounds like sexy cool jazz with the lights down low...the link is to one song that makes me rather horny lol..."love me like a river does"... a full album is on itunes for only six bucks!! it is so worth it...here is her myspace ...check out "goodnite" for starters....

i thought of dear comfy when i saw the name of this group...which is really a project of a single songwriter/producer...cool, jazzy, down-tempo electronica that features vocals by indie artists...science for girls is a must check out as well...

not into jazz?...that's okay...maybe a little "honey" or some "wine red" by the uber fun the hush sound will be more your style...i have been singing these songs a lot lately....

maybe you are saying...wtf??...where are the "titties and beer"??...or did you have one of those weekends where you told someone to "put your clothes on" ...check out rodney carrington if ya wanna git er done...

so anyhow...that is how i managed to get studying done...i found loads of other new music but i got tired of the links so go find your own damn music...

now i must begin the trek into my fellow bloggers posts....what did i miss????....anyone have any juicy gossip???...

i effin missed you guys!!

cg