she said...i want to love you like no one ever has or ever will...with no expectations...no derision...just warmth of heart and joy of spirit...
i want you to feel like you are capable of everything and anything you set out to try...and i want you to take my hand when you fall and feel like failure is all around...i want to care for you because you deserve it...because you are special to me, she said...
i want to feel the joy in your heart when you finally finish a challenging task...i want to feel your laugh deep inside my soul....i want to know you...and never let go...but never hold on...
this is what she said to me when i looked in the mirror this morning...
why must we feel guilty for wanting to love ourselves deeply and without fear...we forget that we are our very own best friends...when others chastise us for being who we are we apologize and make excuses...and even if they are always honest excuses...having to make them reduces our self-worth a little more each time...
we forget that we never have to apologize to ourselves...
it's been a long cold winter...even down here in texas...and yet i can feel the promise of renewal in the air...i can smell the earth turning and churning as new growth begins...
perhaps it's time for a little self-growth...
cg
Sunday, February 21, 2010
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4 curious people say...:
that is a deep post my dear...
Yeah I still come by almost every day! :)
@percy- hey!...how are you??...i think by now (hopefully!) some of my readers who've been around a while know that when i am on hiatus i eventually return...tho i think this might have been the longest...
cg
Hey CG Baby,
I missed you!
LOVE this post - it so fits in with the shit I am going though right now...
XOXO as always,
Wifey
@wifey - thanks for the comment!...i just skimmed through your last two posts....holy crap, girl...i cant believe he just tossed down the cash like that and walked out...damn...i will def have to go through you posts to see what's been going on in your neck of the woods!
cg
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