do you ever lick your lips or curl them in toward your mouth and get a little jolt between your legs while thinking of kissing someone?...makes you feel both sexy and wicked at the same time...if i was a guy i think my dick would be rather stiff and rigid...throbbing, likely...
i just want to kiss someone...not anyone in particular...even the thought of being blindfolded while kissing someone is rather arousing right now...some random person that i dont know...like we did in college...just line up and hand out kisses like candy...sweet lips...
kissing takes a modicum of skill, interestingly enough...the mouth should be relaxed, but not numb and hanging open...the lips should be supple, not all over the place...the tongue should be wet but not dripping with saliva...there should be subtle pressure, but not too little or too much...
i love those smacking sounds involved in kissing as well...but because mouths are involved..take care of your teeth!...nothing is worse than kissing someone with horrible breath or rough lips (a little lip balm goes a long way guys!)....
but that one kiss that can leave you grinning and thinking....yeah, i want me some of THAT!...that leaves your knees shaky...you body breathless...yeah...those are the kisses i want...
cg
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Monday, June 23, 2008
back in black
well, not exactly black...but i am back on aneris's blog today... this post is more fun in content...so take a gander...and many, many thanks for those of you who traveled over there last week for my last guest post...aneris was so pumped about all the comments that my post generated!...
cg
cg
Sunday, June 22, 2008
horny again
being stressed always makes me fucking horny...a good hard fuck with lots of hot foreplay beforehand...licking, sucking, kissing , teasing...damn...and i am sooo tired on top of everything...
cg
cg
evil hag bitch
yesterday and today were two very stressful days as they dealt with the "clean-up" since my father's death...it's been seven months and we are just to the point where are untangling items...evil hag bitch was a relative (she is no longer because i have since put a curse upon her...seriously, i have never seen a grown woman (sixties) act so petulantly...
suffice it to say she has all the "power" and we have none...like i care...she doesnt like the way we respond (or dont in some cases)...but if you had to deal with her you would also delay calling back EHB...i have tried on many occasions to address her catty behavior...and guess what...she doesnt care...
oh it was so great...she rolled her eyes, did a LOT of fake yawning, looking at her watch, tapping her fingernails, clicking her pen, mocking...when i used a calm voice and polite words she got snippy and laughed like our concerns were the silliest things in the world..."ha ha ha"...
she wanted to make us feel like our time wasnt valuable to her (which is how she says we have treated her)...if i had not been so stressed and pissed (yes, i fucking broke down and cried i was so infuriated with her) i would have laughed...but honestly...this was someone that has been there for me since i was born...i had never seen this side of her...she was ridiculous and deliberately hurtful...
we got the things that we were supposed to get but i was more concerned about the loss of the relationship...we used to get along so well...the last visit was a good one...i had heard she could be like this...i didnt want to believe it...
this is the second person close to me that has turned on me...both were family members...both were trusted....
she knew she made me upset and she fucking smiled...
how can a person who said they would always be there for you be so hurtful?...i've written before about broken hearts and how they dont have to come from a relationship with a significant other...
i hurt so much and i am filled with anger...and she doesnt even care that i dont desire to see/speak to her after her outrageous behavior...
i know i probably dont make sense...but from now on she is EHB...
cg
suffice it to say she has all the "power" and we have none...like i care...she doesnt like the way we respond (or dont in some cases)...but if you had to deal with her you would also delay calling back EHB...i have tried on many occasions to address her catty behavior...and guess what...she doesnt care...
oh it was so great...she rolled her eyes, did a LOT of fake yawning, looking at her watch, tapping her fingernails, clicking her pen, mocking...when i used a calm voice and polite words she got snippy and laughed like our concerns were the silliest things in the world..."ha ha ha"...
she wanted to make us feel like our time wasnt valuable to her (which is how she says we have treated her)...if i had not been so stressed and pissed (yes, i fucking broke down and cried i was so infuriated with her) i would have laughed...but honestly...this was someone that has been there for me since i was born...i had never seen this side of her...she was ridiculous and deliberately hurtful...
we got the things that we were supposed to get but i was more concerned about the loss of the relationship...we used to get along so well...the last visit was a good one...i had heard she could be like this...i didnt want to believe it...
this is the second person close to me that has turned on me...both were family members...both were trusted....
she knew she made me upset and she fucking smiled...
how can a person who said they would always be there for you be so hurtful?...i've written before about broken hearts and how they dont have to come from a relationship with a significant other...
i hurt so much and i am filled with anger...and she doesnt even care that i dont desire to see/speak to her after her outrageous behavior...
i know i probably dont make sense...but from now on she is EHB...
cg
Thursday, June 19, 2008
curiosities and musings
i have decided to start another blog where i will put my random poems and "essays"...i have a lot of things i enjoy writing/thinking about that do not necessarily fit in here...it's like when you find a great shoe sale...you need a bigger closet...
cg
cg
bizarro mess-up
i am so sorry for the mix-up with the blog! lol...i am starting a new blog but havent finished working on it so i blocked it out for now, but i think i blocked the wrong one by mistake!!
many apologies!!
cg
many apologies!!
cg
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
sexual style
why does edge of vanilla have all the cool quizzes?? ...his latest is from okcupid...just take it...it is so cool!...here is what mine said...
You scored 100 imagination, 58 confidence, 67 dominance, and 42 generosity!
You are a KINKY, CONFIDENT, DOMINANT lover who prefers to RECEIVE. This means that: You like relatively kinky sex, and you have the great imagination that will always keep your partner guessing and excited! There's no getting bored with you around, you could never settle for dull sex, you want something fun and new all the time. You aren't afraid to try out anything you hear about. You might just be an intelligent lover who needs to be mentally engaged, or perhaps you have some dirty dark secret kinky desires, but either way, you're never boring. You are pretty confident in bed. This means that you know you can please your lover. Maybe you've read a lot of sex manuals, or have the experience from previous lovers, or just tend to be skilled at whatever you get your hands on, but you're good and you know it. You can really get results and know that you have pure talent, so you won't be hiding away shy, pretending to be all innocent. Your partners love your naughty self assurance, you don't hesitate and this makes you a sensational lover. You tend to be dominant in bed, so you prefer to be the one giving the orders than taking them. Maybe you like the power, or just like controlling the pace, perhaps your partner likes to be dominanted, or maybe you get a kick out of the whole master/slave relationship, it could be something as small as liking to be on top during sex and tie up your lover to tease them, or it could be as kinky as them having to ask your permission to do anything at all. Either way, you are firm and you enjoy it! You would rather Receive than Give. This usually applies more to Oral sex than anything else, and other types of foreplay. This could be for a number of reasons. Maybe you are just very hooked on the sensation of orgasm, maybe you feel you deserve to be treated like a god/goddess, maybe you just aren't confident about your skills when it comes to returning the favour. Maybe you are lazy. Or maybe your partner loves to give and that suits you fine, so everyone is happy. Either way, remember to be a giver sometimes too, as long as your partner likes it. WE SUGGEST YOU TRY: Fluffy handcuffs, soft whips. You have the kinky factor that will mean you'll enjoy playing games in bed, and using these fluffy cuffs rather the metal sort of the just a silk scarf means you will be tied firmly, but comfortably. You can't get away, but you wont be in any pain. However, we know you'd rather do this to your lover than be tied up yourself, so feel free, or take turns! Enjoy some light flogging with a soft whip, just to see if you like being spanked, or use your hand. Nothing too heavy, but a little bit kinky.
TYPE O
You scored 100 imagination, 58 confidence, 67 dominance, and 42 generosity!
You are a KINKY, CONFIDENT, DOMINANT lover who prefers to RECEIVE. This means that: You like relatively kinky sex, and you have the great imagination that will always keep your partner guessing and excited! There's no getting bored with you around, you could never settle for dull sex, you want something fun and new all the time. You aren't afraid to try out anything you hear about. You might just be an intelligent lover who needs to be mentally engaged, or perhaps you have some dirty dark secret kinky desires, but either way, you're never boring. You are pretty confident in bed. This means that you know you can please your lover. Maybe you've read a lot of sex manuals, or have the experience from previous lovers, or just tend to be skilled at whatever you get your hands on, but you're good and you know it. You can really get results and know that you have pure talent, so you won't be hiding away shy, pretending to be all innocent. Your partners love your naughty self assurance, you don't hesitate and this makes you a sensational lover. You tend to be dominant in bed, so you prefer to be the one giving the orders than taking them. Maybe you like the power, or just like controlling the pace, perhaps your partner likes to be dominanted, or maybe you get a kick out of the whole master/slave relationship, it could be something as small as liking to be on top during sex and tie up your lover to tease them, or it could be as kinky as them having to ask your permission to do anything at all. Either way, you are firm and you enjoy it! You would rather Receive than Give. This usually applies more to Oral sex than anything else, and other types of foreplay. This could be for a number of reasons. Maybe you are just very hooked on the sensation of orgasm, maybe you feel you deserve to be treated like a god/goddess, maybe you just aren't confident about your skills when it comes to returning the favour. Maybe you are lazy. Or maybe your partner loves to give and that suits you fine, so everyone is happy. Either way, remember to be a giver sometimes too, as long as your partner likes it. WE SUGGEST YOU TRY: Fluffy handcuffs, soft whips. You have the kinky factor that will mean you'll enjoy playing games in bed, and using these fluffy cuffs rather the metal sort of the just a silk scarf means you will be tied firmly, but comfortably. You can't get away, but you wont be in any pain. However, we know you'd rather do this to your lover than be tied up yourself, so feel free, or take turns! Enjoy some light flogging with a soft whip, just to see if you like being spanked, or use your hand. Nothing too heavy, but a little bit kinky.
let me know what you are!
cg
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