middle of the night horniness

i am in the wondrous state of arousal...i dont want that quick orgasm...i want that slow build up of arousal...no need to hurry, no need to rush...slow, deliberate...can you feel it?

cg

VULVA

okay...so here i am, *innocently* reading marcello's blog and he has a little clip he found that advertises something called VULVA...so curious girl that i am...i go to the friggin website which sells VULVA...wow...go check it out...it is very tastefully done...

basically, it is a vial of stuff that supposedly smells like a woman's vagina...it is not a perfume, just a scent for erotic fantasies, fetishes, etc...and i am seriously curious to check out how this stuff smells...it sounds strange, but i wonder what it smells like...just when you think you've heard it all!...it runs about 25 euros (about 40 US bucks, i think)...

thanks to marcello for feeding my curiosities!

cg

all better now...relatively

lots of work and lurking illness have kept me away...oh, but i am so excited to read all the posts you guys have left on your blogs!...

in other news...talked to boston again...he "skims" around my blog evidently...sounds like a pesky fly to me...he has an actual "man cave"...seriously...his basement is turned into this shrine for all things "guy"...does that really turn you guys on?...having your own space with all things entertaining to you?...actually, his set up is pretty cool...

there is a new musician in my sights...but...something just isnt right...when a guy tells me that i have an "energy blockage" and for goodnight i get a "may you have a peace-filled rest"...

eh...very very nice, smart, yadda yadda....but...anyhow...

soldier boy is calling...i am avoiding him...after our last interaction, i think it's best if we just take space...i tried to tell him that last time we spoke, but he wasnt listening....he still has wedding bells ringing in his skull..

off to tickle my clit...

cg

best cold fix

i have received several home remedies for this stupid cold...but the best one (that, ironically i did not receive lol) was a good old-fashioned orgasm...granted, it didnt occur to me until i had just woken up saturday morning...an hour and several orgasms later...i was feeling great! lol...still congested, but it helped a lot and gave me a nice shot of endorphins to get me going!

so...doctor cg says this: to help with your next cold...nasal saline wash and regular sexual activity followed by steamy shower and massage (i had a friend give me a massage with these tingly oils and that felt great as well)

cg

then

candy apples,
cotton candy,
roller coaster rides -
sweet memories of
then.

heavy quilts,
summer walks
in that small town -
things i remember
then.

ice cream trucks,
wading pools
in the backyard -
childhood joys now and
then.

late night giggles,
pretend play,
roly poly finds
things i used to do
then.

running under tables
during weddings
and dances
girls just at play
then.

salty air,
sea gulls calling,
waves rolling,
things i loved
then.

cg

bleh

who the frick gets a cold in the middle of may??...me...i cant hear, cant smell, cant taste, cant breathe...having a cold is utterly boring...being sick is nowhere near being sexy...and i am such an attention whore when i dont feel well...everything makes me cry...bleh...friggin head hurts too...

cg

are you british in bed?

take this fun quiz i found at edge of vanilla called "are you british in bed?"...i'm swedish it says lol...go on, take it...i would LOVE to know what sexual nationality you guys are!

cg