hormones

okay, so this is a "whiner baby" post, forgive me...i dont know if this is at all related to my monthly hormonal parade (floats for hungry, horny, teary, cranky, giggly, pissy...in no particular order)....

i havent heard from G in a while...makes me rather unhappy and shifting between insecure to flat out pissy...to tell the truth, my interest is beginning to wane...if it isnt there in front of me i tend to become easily distracted with the next set of rainbows...

yes...i am very attracted....on so many levels....yes...there is GOOD chemistry...but...there's always a but(t)...we go from regular (not necessarily constant) communication to nada...then it picks up outta nowhere...then...pfft!...nada...i dont want to be demanding, but dammit...i am high maintenance...i need space, yes....but a little attention does a girl some good...

today's whiner baby parade has been brought to you by curiousgirl hormones...

i promise to be in a better mood tomorrow...dammit....

cg