Monday, March 31, 2008

orgasms, oh my

i was reading a post by the lovely and talented "the beautiful kind" regarding first orgasms and after reading all those comments...whew!...seriously, go read all those hot HOT comments about first orgasmic experiences...

anyhow, i thought about my own early forays into the world of sexual stimulation...i must have been around 11 years old and i was utterly fascinated with my nether region...i didnt use my fingers to explore, i just humped an old pillow lol...

after several awkward attempts i finally figured out how to fold the pillow so that it formed a "firm" little mount for my pussy...i would move on that thing for the longest time...i never quite had an orgasm...i always had the feeling that i was searching for something but not sure what it was...

then, when i was in the sixth grade, it happened...i was going to town on that thing and i nearly came off the bed...what the hell was that??...did i hurt myself??...if i am quite truthful...all that moisture that i would notice before this was a bit disconcerting to me...now, the moisture that came after was even MORE of an issue lol...it freaked me out because i had no idea what it was...

thank you, judy blume for putting a name to what i was doing lol...if you have ever read any of her books geared toward an older child, you will know EXACTLY what i am talking about...i was utterly clueless about sex...i mean, i had seen things on television, but that stuff happened to other people..."grown up" people...

i will never forget the day that my mother walked in on me when i was 13...there i was..tshirt pulled up, me on my stomach, humping this pillow under the covers...she had been calling my name and i hadnt heard her...well, i was busy!...so opened the door and i FROZE...she asked perhaps the most ridiculous question "what are you DOING?"...i pretended like i had been asleep (yeah, i am thinking that she didnt buy it one bit!)...she quickly closed the door...and i kept right on lol...

the age of discovery...lol

cg

7 curious people say...:

AH said...

I still love to ride my pillow. Keeps me limber!

I used to ride a teddy bear. He had a cute lil button nose and you can guess how much I loved my teddy.

Ptr has tagged me on my rear.

So I am not tagging you.
*wink*

curiousgirl said...

ah, yes, i did the teddy bear thing too...lol

cg

curiousgirl said...

tagged?? doh!!

cg

AH said...

I was teasing. I am tagging you. Thank Ptr Leeds, he dragged me into it.

The Beautiful Kind said...

nice! very sexy masturbation story. Have you ever had an orgasm in your sleep? I have three times in my life. Very hot, but I was always dreaming abut the nastiest stuff...now you gave me another blog post idea!

curiousgirl said...

@tbk - never had one in my sleep...but i wake up frequently with my fingers between my legs...

cg

the_beast_within said...

very nice story....I remember my early ones too, around that age. I'd been touching myself for years already, since I had my first erection probably...I knew it felt good but had no idea more could happen. I spent a hell of a lot of time at 12-14 in a locked bathroom after getting caught once.