Monday, June 16, 2008

stress levels

work has kept me insanely busy...and i am okay with that...but familial pressures keep knocking at my door...i'd rather not get into it here (it concerns my father's will) but it is so stupid and petty that i just want to scream...the same conversations continue to circulate...we are making no headway because of repetitive nonsense...i want to just yell "i already fucking told you!!!"...

but...we all no that doesnt work...but neither does trying to bully me and treat me like a child...i mean...seriously....you think that telling me "well, cg, you are a very rude young lady...i have never been treated like that before and i worked with blah blah blah men who had such and such positions of power yada yada yada"...do i care what you said to people i dont give a shit about??...do i care that i am rude because obviously the ten times of me telling you nicely didnt register in your brain??...

now i have a headache, i am cranky, my feet hurt from new heels i wore, and i need a hair cut...

and did i mention how friggin hot it is here???

cg

(i promise i will be in a better mood tomorrow!! :)

EDIT: and i obviously cannot spell when under stress since i spelled "know" as "no"...bugger....

5 curious people say...:

NWO said...

Forget the good mood: Gotta love someone with passion! Hold your ground!

curiousgirl said...

lol...i am a fiery female with definite opinions and quick to arouse...either in anger or passion...

cg

sorry, beautiful said...

Indeed, hold your ground. These times are especially rough on everyone involved but that is no reason to get snowed over. Wills can be ugly things if not done well. I hope it doesn't drag out too long.

I'm bad with words like that too... homonyms?... hmm

curiousgirl said...

@sorry - it shouldnt really...she (family member) is making it much more difficult than it should be...

cg

thedateabledork said...

Hang in there, hon. Family issues are the worst - so exhausting to deal with. Hope it works out ok for you.